Influencer Christine Tran Ferguson Mourns Death of 15-Month-Old Son Asher

Influencer Christine Tran Ferguson has announced the devastating news that her son Asher has died.

Earlier this month, Christine posted on Instagram asking her followers for their prayers as Asher was “fighting for his life in the ICU.” He sadly lost his battle at 15 months old.

“My heart is utterly broken and shattered into a million pieces. I will never understand why, nothing makes sense, I’m still in shock, I just want to wake up from this unimaginable nightmare and have you back in my arms. Why is this happening to us, why Asher?? You did not deserve any of this. Losing you is the hardest experience mommy and daddy has ever had to endure. Everyday has been torture without you, this pain is unbearable. I still feel like you’re going to reappear but our home is so quiet and empty without you. Part of me has died with you. I’m so heartbroken, with no idea how to live a life without you,” Christine captioned her heartbreaking post.

She continued, “I can’t even put into words how loved you are. I can’t stop seeing your big smile everywhere I go, I hear your laugh and babbles all day and it just breaks my heart you’re physically not here. Your room is empty, your stuff untouched. There’s no pain that can ever compare to losing a child & I can’t believe it happened to us. I’m so sorry you had to go through this!! I would give anything to take your place, to go back in time. I still can’t believe you’re gone, why did you have to go so soon?? We had a future as a family I constantly think about & it’s just gone. I miss running my hands through all your hair, biting your chubby little feet, but most of all I ache for your hugs and kisses so much!! I pray I get to see you in my dreams every night. I just want you back so badly, but you’re never coming home and it’s killing me.”

“We feel so lost without you and miss you so damn much. I prayed for the miracle, for YOU to be the miracle, for you to come back to us. My heart aches for you every second💔 You will never be forgotten. We will take you everywhere we go. We love you so much my sweet boy, I pray I get to see you soon 👼🏻,” she concluded. “I see all the messages and even though I’m not able to get through them all right now I know how loved Asher was by all of you. Thank you for all the overwhelming love and support. He brought us all so much joy and happiness everyday. I just ask for privacy during this difficult time as we’re still in shock and still have no answers to this unbearable nightmare 💔.”

Christine is a travel blog known for her website Tour de Lust.

We’re sending our thoughts and condolences to Christine and her loved ones during this difficult time.